It doesn't really matter HOW I feel.
I just know that I am alone.
But then I stop and realize there are millions of other women who have conquered the world of divorce while grabbing life by the throat and taking what they want out of it.
I want to be one of THOSE women!
Sadly, I am not quite there. I am just the same old "Tiffy" who is trying my hardest to trust in God with each step I take, carefully avoiding the land mines that all too frequently I find myself encompassed with. I whole-heartedly believe that I too will get there, someday. My dad said I would simply have to find a new "normal", which makes perfect sense to me.
When I asked when I would feel normal again, "Katz" told me to call her next Spring because she swears I will be "awesome"! I may not see that in the here and now, but something inside of me knows that she is correct.
So, for the time being I will hold onto that, while marking down the days on my calendar...
2 comments:
Tiff ~ My friend, I sure have missed you and I am so glad you are back! Not under these circumstances, though you can see, I can relate as well... I am always online, almost day and night and if you need me, I will help anyway I can... I would give you my number since I am a huge fan of texting (lol), however I don't want to put it here for the world to see. (((((Hugs))))) You and I will get through this... Somehow, someway and know this ~ He has something better in store for each of us. You are in my prayers and don't be a stranger!
Well....you CAN and WILL make it past allllll of this and with much success...God does not take you this far and just "leave" you in distress...we have all been somewhere and most of us are going on to better things and that my dear is EXACTLY where you are headed...I am more than excited to see what GOD does with all of this and He will reward your faithfulness to HIM....you just wait and seeeeeeee!!!!!!
We love you...always!
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